What I’m supposed to be doing….

is definitely not posting here on my blog.  I had all intentions of studying again for my interview tomorrow. I want to be ready and prepared and not nervous.  I hopped online hours ago to catch up on emails and I ended up browsing ILP for photography inspiration.  I am in such a rut right now.  Well, not that I’ve ever been so wonderful at photography that this could be called a rut, but I just feel sucky.  Real sucky.  Most of the photos from this weekend are totally off… I get so excited with the camera that I forget to stop and make sure my settings are correct and I found that a lot of my pics I had my aperature too low or my ISO to low or high or my focus was off or something or another.  I just can’t seem to GET IT.  I desperately want to take those jaw dropping photographs but for some reason I just can’t.  So anyway, I browsed ILP, browsed many many PhotoBlogs and compared my work to others.  And now its 10:34pm and I haven’t even cracked open the interview questions to refresh my mind.  Great.  I’m sure this will produce a very nervous morning.  Wish me luck tomorrow!