What a total confidence killer….

When I interviewed at Addison my friend Allison walked out of the interview just before me.  Awkward.  This morning I thought I’d send her a message through FaceBook and see if she’d heard anything.  I didn’t have to wait for her reply… she had already changed her profile saying she just got her first teaching job with Addison Schools.  She got it.  I didn’t.  I hate to sound like a sore loser… but it makes me wonder WHY?  Why wasn’t I good enough?  What did I do or say in the interview that made them not pick me?  Really makes me nervous for my interview in 2hours 40minutes….  Don’t get me wrong I’m so happy for Allison, but really bummed for me.  I guess what is meant to be is meant to be and if I don’t get one of these jobs I’ll just nanny… however its not where my heart is. I love my son to death and I would totally cherish the opportunity to be with him for a year but I love my job too. I love who I am as a teacher and what I can do for my students. 

I hope something comes through for me soon.

I’m outta here.   

  1. Don’t get discouraged Nicole. You are an awesome person and great with children. You will get a job teaching. I know if I was in charge of a school I would hire you:)

  2. Girl– I know you are going to rock at a teaching job! I don’t know why she got it and you didn’t but just think- something awesome is going to come along- maybe it pays more- maybe the kids are better– something- You are gonna do great! Hang in there!

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