Waiting for the weekend…

I am in the worst funk, let me tell you. I just feel so BLAH.  I am ready to be done with teaching, I’m in the ‘phasing out’ process so I only am teaching half days this week and the rest of the day I pretty much sit.  Next week I go observe other teachers, although I’ve already done 250+ hours of observation prior to student teaching. I just have no motivation or want to even go to work, teach the kids etc.  I feel so…. I dunno… I wouldn’t say depressed, but I just don’t feel like myself.  I am ready to get on with my life, get over this unpaid position and move ON!  Today I’m being observed by my University Supervisor and I think the principal at the school.  I really am not into it at all.  Nice, huh?    I am sick of these hoops I’ve been jumping through, I’m sick of putting all this work into a classroom that isn’t mine, that I’m not getting paid to teach.  Maybe I’m just nervous and dreading my next placement. Who knows.  8 weeks in 7th grade- we’ll see how I survive that. 

This weekend will probably suck.  Friday I have CPR training from right after school until 8:30.  And then again for about 4 or 5 hours on Saturday. BLAH.  It’ll be nice that I don’t have ANY planning to do for next week. YAY!  Mabye I can actually relax and do some scrapping this weekend. By the way- speaking of scrapping.  I bought some papers and embellishments for the baby.  I decided I am going to start on some pages for his first album, that way I can just add some pictures that fit the layout.  Maybe that will motivate me to get back into the scrapping mood. 

Last night I told Ryan- "Do you realize we only have about 18 weeks and the baby will be here!"  It make it seem SO much closer.  I mean, thats not that far away if you count down by weeks.   

Ok, well I need to go get in the shower. I have been getting to school at about the last minute lately.  I just do not give a poop about being all prepared.  Man… someone shake me outta this!